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a man who falls in love has an unresolvable imp in him
rather than humor the imp who i love more than my woman
who is more than my friend brother father or god
who is so close to me that the difference between me and him are impercievable
rather than humor the imp
i would choose to surrender to another unknown
for the strangeness
for i rather take the pain of heartbreak
than succumb to the realest thing there ever is
i am talking about the imp here
basically
i am trying to escape myself
because in the futility of trying to do that i learn new selves for myself
i become other over and over again
sometimes that is good for the imp
most other times it wounds him
at the end of the day
its just a question of
how comfortable you can get with a stony oily blood streaked creature
glowering at you from some dark corner of your eye
i get quiet comfortable with this angry guy
and his every irksome eccentricity
i love him too
but we have decided to not fly for a while
right now the winds are quiet confusing for either of us to navigate
but sure as hell a day will come when we will fly
and thats all we wait for before death








