why do they want to die to kill me?

people killing people is not uncommon

it happens a lot everyday all over the world

150+ people were killed

over a period of 3 days in mumbai in the terrorist attacks

it took me back to my childhood in delhi during the days of the sikh genocide that happened there in ‘84

i never felt afraid of terrorists but i was afraid of terrorism

i was afraid of being blown away by a bomb

it’s the situation of fear

but this time i didn’t feel shit

everyday you hear of so many people dying

the death count is just a number

some of my friends were betting about the death toll

just like they would bet on the score

that tendulkar would get out on

we are so busy in the stress of making the rent, making the next call time, making out, making plans for the coffee, cleaning up, doing nothing,watching tv, eating home delivery, shopping, doing so many many many things that a terrorist attack like a traffic jam is just another irksome inconvenience

a terrorist attack is just a blimp on

an otherwise limp day

but then such attacks have an influence on the government

i guess

the over concern shown by a lot of media

is quiet see through in its shallowness

they are doing the terrorists job

“hey be afraid

there are terrorists in mumbai

be very afraid”

they manage to spread more terror than the terrorists

ultimately a terrorist attack is like a natural calamity

if you die in it i think you can make an insurance claim

well that’s not going to make my mother feel any better

if i die that way

we cannot punish fidayeen, they are kamikaze

maybe torture them a lot before killing them

maybe give them life imprisonment

what difference is it going to make

there will be more fidayeen

and more attacks and more excited media bullshit

i am not that well informed about international politics

or privy to any of the info that intelligence, foreign affairs or the defense establishment has to analyze the causes of this situation

so i cannot say anyhting critical about all of this

so the only question that comes to mind in the light of this attack

is why there are people ready to die to kill me

and i look towards the governement to come up with some answers

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